My 29 year old wife going through MLC, this sucks

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Well yesterday was actually a better day. W was nicer to me than normal and talked to me a little bit. When I got home from work we spent time playing with the kids for a little while. Then she took a bath and painted her nails. We put the kids to bed together and all read stories together. It was nice. We even had some physical contact, which is something she has been avoiding all together. After that she left and went to Barnes and Noble for several hours just to read and be alone. She has a hard time sitting a home with me after the kids go to bed. I was already asleep when she came home. Her going out so much is extremely out of her normal routine and I am trying to get used to it. I worry what she is up to.

This morning she was friendlier to me also, but probably because it is my birthday today. Not really anything to celebrate but she said happy birthday to me none the less and the kids are excited for me. I know she will not get me a gift or card and really I don't want one from her.

I am trying to work on PMA and am glad that maybe the time she is spending alone will help clarify things in her mind. Only time will tell. I havn't cried in 4 days so things are looking up. But when she goes out until all hours on the weekend and shuts me out the tears will flow. I have learned to go with it and get it out and move on.

Have a great day all.