I reread most of my old, earlier posts. Wow. WOW. As I read them I see how scattered I was in my thinking....back and forth and back and forth and not making sense...fighting with myself. Wow.
Some days I feel like the progress is so slow. But, reading those posts makes me feel like I have gone a long way since April. It feels longer than 6 months...not to mention that I restarted my clock when I saw OM again. Retrouvaille really helped me. I see a difference in my writings after going. Still stress and troubled but different.
