There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with loving your WIFE for better or for worse. And, feeling good about yourself is really good...probably feeling that way because you know what you gotta do now and are doing it.
Careful with B. It's a slow fade.
The text. You said one of the things she said before is that you lost your sense of humor so I can see why you want to send them. If you believe it is a loving action to her, go ahead and send it. You don't want to become in the "friend" catagory where the only thing you send are joke texts and forwarded email jokes, though.
I so wish you would see that movie. It would get you in the right frame of mind, I think. A peace.
