Difficult to explain but somtimes it feels like W is playing games (although she probably not). So while I lay in bed the negative thoughts going through my head went back to previous periods when we were unable to ML and that was cos W was involved with OM, so you can tell what I spent all night thinking of.
The way forward, well I've tried to talk to W about sex but she say I'm killing the enjoyment by discussing things, she wants things to happen naturally, and if she falls asleep well there's another day. That sounds ok but in the past another day has been another year for me, so natuarally my programmed response is grab it while you can.
For some reason we are on different levels in this area and I'm not sure how to get us back to how normal couples should be (can anyone tell me what normal is).
So going back to the way forward, I don't know, I haven't a clue should I now be over in the SSM forum ?.
