God grant me the patience and the strength...8

[theotherhalf]

Just remember, don't set yourself up with "...will H call or not...". Just say to yourself that he won't, and go on with your week.

Pretty much...I know he won't call. He never has about any of this. If I bring it up he'll ask. Otherwise it's like it's not happening. Only once (after PA dropped the charge to 3rd deg.)did he say he felt like crap for what has happened to me. That it was his fault. I just said, no, I'm a big girl and did it to myself.

Sadly, this legal stuff is your mess. Yes, H should be supportive and feel bad, but he isn't and doesn't. So, you and your L handle it.

He does feel bad. So much so that he can't deal with it. So he doesn't. Ignores, hoping that it will all go away...
And my L is just about as worthless. But it's MY problem. I did it. I am dealing with it.

I still check my phone and sigh when I don't see anything from xH.

Isn't that dumb? I do it all the time. I just shake my head at myself.

Yuck to OW's bday! Hopefully she'll eat some cake with laxatives in it.

Actually I don't care what she does on her B-day. I hope that she has a good one. I just pray that she is no where near my H.