Back to life, back to reality?

[istherehope]

And just one more update on the state of things in the ITH household...

Took a shower. H said he needed to come in the bathroom for something, and threw water on me while I was in the shower. I was then in the bedroom getting dressed at the same time he was getting ready. As he left for work, he walked over to me, and gave me a hug and a kiss (on the lips) goodbye.

Now I am wondering whether I should actually go to my friend's house tonight or not. I wonder if doing something like that will push the issue, when being here seems to be at least temporarily comfortable for both of us. Any thoughts on this? I am not sure whether going there will earn me goodwill, or whether it will make him think again about how he needs me out of the house.

ITH