Just a quick note about tonight. My W and I went to a concert (planned long ago) and we had a great time! She was running late and came straight from work and did not have time to change. I had put my suit on that she always said looked good on me (before we got where we are now...) On the way to town, we had a good conversation about all kinds of things, work, her shop, the kids, all kinds of stuff. We had dinner before the show and had some more good conversation. Even though she did not change her clothes, she looked very good to me, so I had to work hard on resisting the urge to put my hands on her. I did good all evening, only put my hands on her shoulder when she said she felt underdressed and I told her she looks great to me! On the way back home, she slept most of the way. The whole evening I had told myself I was not going to kiss her if she did not make the move first. When she left the house, she gave me a long hug and thanked me for the evening and I thanked her for coming. She headed for the door and then sort of went like: almost forgot, and gave me a kiss. I feel good about how things went.
I was looking at her sleeping in the car, completely exhausted, passed out... I just get the feeling that she probably can't sleep in her house, constantly thinking about stuff, why she's feeling this way, how come she doesn't feel anything for me when we have such a good time together... I don't know, just a feeling, a vibe I get from her.
