YR and Breton: Thank you so much for you words of encouragement! I know I need to continue to GAL and not focus on H...it's so hard as you both know!

It's frustrating to say the least!

Tonight was weird...he came home late as usual....was in a great mood...took me out to dinner, came home and cuddled by the fire for about 30 minutes....then down to the workout room to "get fit".....he'll be cooler tonight...peck me on the cheek and go off to bed in his room....whatever...NO EXPECTATIONS is my motto as of late....but tonight was better than Sunday night...better than last night....don't expect too many good days in a row, they don't happen like that. I take the good with the bad and start fresh each day.

Hugs everyone....I'm slowly catching up with your posts....just know you're in my thoughts and prayers.

BA

Me:43
H:48
M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs
2 kids
ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07
H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08
Affair continues
Back home but not emotionally