LE - Wondering where you went pal. You stay here until your ready and you will know when that is. Super dark to W yes, but really try and see as much of or at least speak to your kids as much as you can. My S6 won't speak on the phone but S2 loves too.
Surviving does not have to mean you've totally quit, it just means you've accepted the enevitable as I have. I'm moving on with my life knowing what's coming and learning to enjoy being me again. It still hurts re kids and what we planned to just be switched off without effort, but it is what it is. I've tried, but it takes 2 !!
