I guess our posts crossed paths. I shouldn't have replied, but did. The thing is when I called him, I told him I'd be replying. I even told him on the phone that his long, emotional emails did not help things. Yes, bad move on my part I'm sure. I guess I'm just wondering whether there are any right moves anymore. I mean I know he won't file papers, as last night he said "I wouldn't even know how to file". I assume he expects I would do that or something. However I can't live in limbo forever with someone who so clearly doesn't love me.
I was just coming back from a walk when I got that dreadful email on my Blackberry. Now I am home, knowing he'll come in the door at any time. I want to seem calm and serene. Maybe my 180 will be acting really happy when he comes through the door. I know I won't bring anything up...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
