I think I may belong here.

[kelaaron]

Yes hope, I do agree that missing the connection and friends is a good first step. I don't know why they all say the same crap. Maybe it's in the guide. Like I said b4, EA pretty sure about PA doubtful. Not enough unaccounted for time if you know what I mean. So he is using my body instead and probably has been for a while. It's just really starting to bother him more. So that is where I am. I guess in some ways this could be sorta fun. I don't have any idea why they think women don't have sex just for sex. I guess that would make us all whores. All women can't be that way can they?

I know in God's time. I actually did talk to God before I posted anything specific here. Just needed to know what to do and decided to share on here to get it out. I am trying to just go with the flow with this and not miss anything important or do anything that will make this longer than it needs to be. I am feeling a lot stronger than I have in a long long time. Did finally respond back. Sorry took so long, I'm here and I'm listening. That was it.

Know what I've been thinking? If he wants to see me differently or not at all depending on the day, then maybe it's time for a transformation. I have and continue to change on the inside which he is noticing, but maybe the outside needs a shake up too.