Yea, this is better than prebomb in a way. Then it was just sex too but that is all he would say. He has said he doesn't want another woman, that he isn't ready for that as he doesn't know who he is.

I don't regret it and I never will. I do miss all of the ML parts of it but they are still there for me. Maybe a little more now than in recent past cuz I am not angry anymore. I did wonder last night if it was the right thing to do, but I was guided to go ahead with it. God works in mysterious ways. Like I said, I expected him to pull back today, but I didn't expect the talking/texting at all.


If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.