For the Guy with Kids and a WW Dix-Sept

[hopeful4her]

Thank you for the song, Beej. Your doing what you should be doing. Helping others by ministering.

Your not annoying. You have a beautiful heart(and your outside ain't so bad, either )

I am just so tired of focusing on my marriage and on her.

I know I tried to replace my feelings with going out and overdoing and drinking too much. I have actually slowed down on that stuff. It helped deaden my pain a bit.

I'm just going to take each day as it comes. No more focus on us, on her, on my marriage, on ladies....

Just me and the girly's. They are the most important thing to me. Nothing else really matters. I'm going to treat the wife lovingly still.

Another coversation with the wife. I was telling her that I wanted to make sure that I did everthing in my power to make sure I tried everything before ending things. I wanted her to do the same. Her response?

"Well then, I guess I won't be able to say that."