Thanks JCJ and Daisy :),

JCJ--in terms of taking care of myself, yeah I may pick up some ice cream or something, not really good for me, but still something to make me feel good.

Daisy--yes it's hard not to believe anything H says as he says he has been thinking what he said last night for awhile now. However, you are right as he has said things that were very untrue in the past. I guess what makes last night even worse is the way that I reacted, making something that could have been unpleasant only into a massive fight, and something that is coloring both of our days.

Actually he just emailed me--forwarded me a link on a watch. Watches are one of his passions, so it's something I had been trying to show more interest in. I am not going to respond, as I'd rather he not know that I'm online at all, but will bring it up later as this is the kind of nice, light contact that I want to reward. In a way I feel like he's being me today. He called me twice in a row, wondered why I wasn't online, and forwarded me something he felt I'd be interested in. It's very strange.

ITH


Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years
Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be
S 07/28/08-11/08/08
Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!