For the Guy with Kids and a WW Dix-Sept

[hopeful4her]

Yeah, the scriptures in the house.....geez.....I avoided all of that....I put that bible so far away and didn't go to church and avoided any and all religious people. I only talked to people that wouldn't tell me anything I didn't want to hear.

As for the movie.....haven't heard of that one..I'll have to look into it. You know I'm pushing the Fireproof movie because it is very focused on what the H does when the W does not want the marriage anymore. I'm sure you are feeling this may be painful at the moment. But, the ideas presented in the movie would benefit you now and in the future no matter what happens.

I thought it odd that she would have that stuff out at the apartment. Convincing herself and whoever goes over how "holy" she is.

"See what a good Christian I still am? I have stuff up on the walls and on pillows."

I'm pretty sure she hasn't even looked at her bible in some time. I noticed that sometimes I have seen some "Daily Devotional" books laying around. One from her mom, and one we had bought together.

She had always told me that she has her daily talks with God. HER way. I told her that she could't tell me that God was happy with her doing what she was doing. He would NEVER have her do something against the teaching of the Bible. She would start to say something about how no one can judge her. Only God.

I told her to be prepared. Both of them.

I just don't know about the movie, Beej. I have been in such a good frame of mind lately. I haven't locked the door but I am closing it. I think its the best thing for me.

I don't know if you saw it, but I posted to HopefultotheEnd. He had posted how he was getting out and meeting ladies but just didn't feel anything for them. I feel exactly the same. As much as I am going out with them. B especially. I don't FEEL anything for them. I FEEL for my wife. Affection. It just won't go away.

And I feel like I HAVE done everything I can. I can't force her. I am at peace that I have done what I could.

And more importantly, I feel like my kids know the same. The two older ones even feel like I need to move on without her.