it is true, your sitch went so much faster than for the rest of us. Having maybe my worst days so far even before the bomb -I doubt it if you would recognize me, I have been crying so much I look like a zombie- I wish mine was over and done also... But lately the Universe is delivering to me my wishes, only with huge delay...
You are alone, but like you tell me, I am thinking of you, always... I love you K