I feel that most of my real-life friends know almost nothing about me anymore. They have no idea the thoughts that are in my head 90% of the time. That is by choice, I don't want them knowing all of that stuff...I feel safer telling you. But then it leaves me feeling that no one I am around really "gets" me anymore...don't know if that is at all what you feel or not, sorry if I am hijacking.
Even in a group I too feel lonely b/c I often feel I am putting on a display of humor, good spirits, etc. when I just want to run outside and get away sometimes..
Sorry Woog. The winter wouldn't be so lonely and cold if a green eyed lady was by the fire with ya........
