No this is not what I wanted. And so my feeling is that if this is not what I wanted, why should I do it? I did not ask for this. I still do not want this. In a perfect world, I want my H to recommit. I want him back.
But I also realize this is far from a perfect world. I cannot make him love me, I cannot make him want to try again. All I can do is move forward, and leave the window open just a crack.
Now, if I could only find a HG like Michelle's...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
