You and me both Honey!!!!! Like I said, wish I had eyes in the back of my head...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Lola, Don't worry about the $50. I felt the same way about mine, and it was $500, several times. Yikes.
You have the power now! Doesn't it feel good?
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK
I feel like I have gained a part of myself back. I have realized that its not that I don't love him, but I also don't have to allow him to walk all over me anymore. I am someone, with thoughts, and feelings. I am me. I can say enough, stop!
I know he got out of that truck because he expected a hug. If he had tried, I was just going to put my hand up and tell him no. But it worked out better this way. And this time, I am going to stay strong. I am ready to move on, with or without him.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You sound wonderful and I'm so happy for you. I know this is not what you want but you need to heal and step back for now. This is good. Let him do the hard work if he wants to come back and if not he can do the work for the D too.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
No this is not what I wanted. And so my feeling is that if this is not what I wanted, why should I do it? I did not ask for this. I still do not want this. In a perfect world, I want my H to recommit. I want him back.
But I also realize this is far from a perfect world. I cannot make him love me, I cannot make him want to try again. All I can do is move forward, and leave the window open just a crack.
Now, if I could only find a HG like Michelle's...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Hey Mishka: Has been insanely busy, and to top everything else off one of the attorneys got fired this week. But, on the flipside, my boss says he likes my writing style...keep up the good work!!! I have no time to breath, or type!!!
I have worked my share of o/t this week, which doesn't bother me none!!! But it also looks like I may have to take work home w/ me this weekend, so can you all say I HAVE NO LIFE??? LOL I really don't mind though...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
