Well....I made it through yesterday without too much crying...morning was bad but I kept very busy throughout the day...then my D21 asked if H said anything to me about the day..I told her no....she is really angry with him....she said she doesn't want to talk to him...I stay out of it....I did tell her that I know her dad loves her..
He didn't call son last night....he normally calls him around 8 but nothing last night...probably cause it was OW birthday and he might have thought I was going to answer so he didn't want to take the chance...I didn't expect him to either....
I did however wonder if I crossed his mind then thought how could I not....when I went to bed I was praying and just told God to touch his heart so that he felt that I was wishing him a Happy Anniversary.....then I went to sleep....didn't sleep well but....
I'm doing okay today...I am going out tonight....excited about that....me and the kids had a nice evening....I am blessed...
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
