it would be hard on the girls, but sometimes I think it would be easier if he died. \:\(
Many times more than once that thought has passed through my brain and heart over the past 6 years... and I'm sure we're not alone!!
And of course, there is truth in the feeling of it...
However, for me, it has usually served as a warning signal that I'm letting myself get too wrapped up in H's head/moods/crap, and I try my best to step back and regroup.
For you, right now, though, I wish H would just leave you the h$ll alone for awhile!
