God grant me the patience and the strength...8

[theotherhalf]

Well I made it through day 1 of NC. And I am okay with it. When I got home from work I noticed either H had been here or repair man. I was going to call H to see if the combine was fixed. NOPE. I can ask later when I see him.

Talked to BIL last night. He said "TOH I am just as confused as you are. Your right it doesn't make any sense. If he was done with you, I don't care what he says, he wouldn't be coming out to just hang out. And especially like Sat night and staying." Then he told me that H mentioned to him the other day that H was looking to move to another town, where they work. BIL said nothing to him. But to me said, it makes no sense.

I decided last night to get out my Halloween decorations. I usually go all out as it is one of my favs. This year I really didn't care. But I put out some. Then had some fun with the girls. I set out rubber spiders and bugs around and scared them good. It was fun!

Talked to my L yesterday. Pre-lim court is supposed to be Thurs. L said he is working on it. Guess it comes down to I really don't have a choice. I either plead guilty to 3rd Deg Burglary or I risk going to trial on 1st Deg and facing 25 yrs in prison. So even though I don't feel I committed Burglary in any degree. I have to plead that I did. I am so ticked off at myself for letting this happen...And damb them both.. L is working on making sure we don't have to sit in court all day and that we get the right judge. So supposed to let me know today whether or not we are going Thurs or if once again it will be delayed. H knows court is Thurs. Anyone want to lay odds I won't hear a thing from him this week? I don't care if he hates me, wouldn't he care enough to ask how it went? shaking my head....

It will be a rough week for me. Thurs is court. Friday is OW's B-day. Happy B-day to her!! And now starting the NC again...But I've got my big girl pants on and I WILL be just fine...

Have a good day all
TOH