Thank God we have these boards. Sometimes when there is nothing else someone pulls me out of the dumps on this board.
Yes it is torture seeing OW. One day she looked like she was smirking. I wanted to jump across the room and choke her. But I am Italian -- there is an old saying "I don't get mad, I get even -- no matter how long it will takes".
It is very lonely at night. My D15 is busy and I hardly see her. H moved out Oct 1 and it has been difficult. But one day at a time. I pray we will reconcile.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09