What I really want to do is a catch-22. Because I would like to just take off for a few days and drive, clear my head, get some distance from everyone and everything and just think about my life, make some goals, take a nap. Every time I walk out of one of the schools I go to, I see a particular hillside with the sun shining on it and think how nice it would be to just lie there for a couple hours, feel the sun on my face, and do.....nothing.
However,
1)I have a job
2)I have two kids who love and need their mommy
I realize my H takes off for work trips and is gone for days at a time. But they are used to that, they are not used to me being gone. Plus my mom has a torn cornea and my MIL just found out she has cancer. Who could look after the kids? I would have to find a weekend when H will be in town and leave the kids with him.
Wish I lived closer to the coast, any coast, I would like to sit and listen to the ocean, maybe get a massage. Just...be. For a while anyway...
