Well I found out today that I did not get the job. I'm soo frustrated right now. It's always one thing or the other. Things are going so well with hubby right now and I could see us getting back together when he gets home but now I can't find a job. There is always something in the way and it's making me insane and really depressed actually. I just wish I knew what to do. My current job is not steady by any means and I could not count on it as stable income, even if it paid enough to move out. I'm trying to be patient and wait this out but I feel like I am in a pressure cooker until I can get some things sorted out.

I guess I will go out Wednesday and apply for more jobs.

I'm so sad right now. I really wanted this job and had looked at apartments online that were nearby and everything. Ugh!!!


~Daisy