On Monday I was over at the house all day, working in town. The girls were home from school and W was still sick. We talked some off and on all day, but she slept through most of it. She did ask me during the day if I would stay the night there. She just threw weird comments out all day like that. I took a nap in the afternoon in D11's bed and w said that I could have slept with her, it would not have bothered her and that it was half my bed. I went to the city meeting and came back and helped her sort out some things. We quit when it got late and asked me again if I would stay, I could have the bed and she would sleep on the couch. I declined the offer.
The next morning we finished sorting out some things and she was even sicker. I ended up taking her to the doctor. On the way there she said that we were being followed to town by OM, he had already turned off or I would have stopped. She said that she had never been stalked like this before and he was a jerk. That she knows it is her fault.
Nothing much the next couple days. On Friday she came by and picked me up. We went to breakfast. She kept coming up with talks of the future together. Then went to the bank and she added me to her checking account. She was worried when she got so sick that their would not be anyone able to access her account if something happened to her. Then she offered to let me use her car to take D11 to Topeka.
This weekend was spent cleaning out the garage. She got real emotional about some of the cards, ect. More future together comments from her. I took her and the girls out for dinner on Saturday night. Yesterday she was into hugging. She referenced a conversation that she called the OM a psycho. She did say ILY a few times throughout the day and night. More I am sorry for the emotional roller coaster she had put me on. She did go to IC on Saturday.
She called this morning when she was at the gas station and wanted to know if I could meet her. I was to far out in the county by then. She may call later, see what her mood of the day is.
That is just the highlights. The ILY and all of her emotions were real. Although, I am just waiting for her to go back the other way. I am not really worried about it either way. See what happens from here.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
