Hi Everyone, I see that some of us are having some rough times. I know that I am. I usually try not to say this but I am having a tough time having hope right now. I really think sometimes I need to just give up. It is so hard as you all know. About my rings, I stopped wearing mine 2mos. after my H left. He stopped wearing his around then as well. I wear them to church and pray over them every week. It makes me sad and my fingers feel bare.
Update: My H called today and asked if instead of him picking up the girls from daycare on tues and wed if I could bring them to him. He moved about 20mins away in the same apartment complex as his OW. I told him that I couldn't do it and I said that that was a big expectation of me. He thinks that we should split the time. I told him that I don't agree and he go on my case saying that he doesn't know why I haven't taken the iniative to want to help him out. I told him that this is what he wants and that he expects alot out of me. He said that all I do is sit on my a$$. I told him that I did not want to fight and that he has changed into someone that I don't even know. I can't expect anything from him and I told him to call the girls tonight to say goodnight but I was done talking to him and to have a good day. He is being a real jerk. I am having a real hard time lately. I think I just needs to some words of wisdom. I feel like he is much deeper into his R with OW that it is causing him to act like this. I think she is putting the full press on him. I wonder if I should just stop talking to him. I have been GAL and I do pretty well except when I have had to talk to him. He seems to get harder and harder. I thought it was suppose to get easier. Any advice?
Me-30 H-30 M-6yrs T-14yrs Twin D's-2 Bomb-1/01/08 Left Home 2/01/08 (rented a room) Back Home 4/02/08 Left Home 5/08/08 (moved into own apt.) OW-21 5/29/08
