Back to life, back to reality?

[istherehope]

So he brought it up in bed and said he thinks he wants a divorce, that he wants our marriage to end, and he was being so horrible. I did not react in DB terms, but now I just don't know if there is even a chance anyway. I kept saying that I just wanted the door to be open for 3 months, and wouldn't he like to be happy with me.

He even said he didn't like having sex with me anymore as he didn't feel close to me. He said so many horrible things, and I have just given up even trying to DB at this point and I have been sobbing and I don't know what to do.

I feel so trapped, and he kept saying that I could just find someone better. I got so mad and said that he had no right to say that to me.

I don't know what to do anymore. I have no idea what I should do. Then he said he wouldn't even know how to go about filing a divorce, and that he wouldn't want to do anything we weren't in agreement with, and I said that I wasn't in agreement with a divorce.

I am so devastated. I am so confused.

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