The old boy is just too hard headed..he's too stubborn. He's too prideful. He blames it all on the ones he loves. I bet he even blames his mom and dad for some of this. It is sad. Sad for all involved. I can't help but feel sorry for Dan. I know him. I know what he is. I know how he thinks. He hates your guts one minute and doing stuff for you the next. The only thing that will save Dan is for Dan to go get IC. He will see it one day..down the road. He will see the pain he has caused, He will see it on his son's and daughter's face. He will see it in Bobbi Jo's eyes. He will see it in his mom and dads eyes when the kids won't be there during certain holidays. He will see and hear it when his kids asks "where is mommy?" He will see it all, eventually. It will be too late then.

I'm sorry BBJ..I'm just so pissed. I'm just so mad. It just breaks my heart..it really does. I just hate it..I hate the way he is.