You are right, I will make sure they have the best lives they can possibly have from this point forward. I will NEVER fight w/H in front of them again, no matter what, even if I bite my tongue clear off or grind my teeth down to nothing...
I want them to feel safe and loved to the best of my ability.
Meanwhile, I got news from the dr. that my labwork came back (I had that hormonal testing stuff rechecked after they thought I may have a brain tumor, but the CAT scan was clean). Anyway the dr. message today was that the lab tests I had done 2 weeks ago came back and based on them they sent off for MORE testing. That testing is not back in yet. Don't know what that is about...for some dumb reason I relayed this info. to H in a Voice Mail around 9:30 this morning. Regretted it as soon as I did it, I don't want him thinking I am going for sympathy b/c I am not. I am just used to him being my "person" when stuff like this comes up, I will learn to stop doing that...
Anyway he has called my phone 3 times and left a text message wanting me to call him about what the dr. said. Why the heck does he care now? I haven't attempted to call him back.
