Thank you for your kind response. I do love and miss my soul mate more than anything. I try to remember this is not her talking but her sickness(for lack of better word) right now. I seem to be cycling between sadness and anger. Finding that calm middle ground has been very challenging for me. I am telling myself to keep treating her with love and repect and she will find the path she needs for herself. But.....I am scared to death of that path not including me.
Thank you again for kind words during this dark time for me.
Married 10/12/2002 Me 35 Ring On Her 29 Ring Off D 4 S 2 Don't know if I am in love with you 10/7/08 Kinda Separated 10/7/08 EA/OM 6/6/08
my current thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1623276&page=1&fpart=4
