Went to church this morning. Part of the sermon was about not giving up. Leaving things in His hands. God is preparing us for something.
I'm feeling this way too. I realized I had been ordering God around, bring back my H or bring me another R, and now I'm just praying to let me leave it in His hands b/c he knows the best. I feel a greater amount of peace by doing that, which probably sounds nutty, but it works for me anyway.
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I did let her know that I will leave a door open for the wife and she told me not to. Just move on. Leaving, they invite me over anytime. Even if I'm not alone. It was kind of weird.
Well, maybe instead of leaving the door open, shutting it and not locking it? I mean kind of mentally moving on and not worrying about the shut door. If your W wented to really work on an R with you, you could always decide to open the door at a later point. But doesn't sound like you can do anything right now. You need 2 people in an R, and you don't really have that.
I feel like I've shut the door, (although I probably should lock it), I'm not ready for that yet. God, I sound nuttier and nuttier as I go on so better stop! I just love your posts you know. Get the coffee ready and settle down for a bit with your posts. Very nice!!! Karen
Karen
