OK. Now I am extremely upset again. I am feeling pretty lost right about now, like today is the make it or break it day, and I hold none of the cards. I was on our PC, and I noticed that he has a new Hotmail account (when I went to sign in myself), and that he belongs to something called "Couchsurfing", and there is some 25 year old girl who he calls "an old army buddy and friend". I don't really think anything has been going on, but it as-if he has constructed this new life that he does not want me to be a part of. He never says that he is married or anything. I am not sure how much more of this I can take. I am just so frustrated because it is really hurting my career and I would not want to be here if things weren't going to work out. Ugh. I need to feel positive again.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
