Thanks for your help with it, I sent it and got an out of office reply. I'm surpressing negative thoughts and replacing them with positive thoughts. It's like an instant reaction to have those negative feelings - I suppose I am wondering what he is doing. But at the moment I kind of don't care, as I feel good in myself. I have good PMA at the moment and can't wait for my holiday on Friday.
I'm off tomorrow!! So excited, I need some sunlight. Still nothing from H but I have been so busy at work I haven't noticed, in fact he has hardly crossed my mind. That has never happened before?!
Strange thing happenend the other night, I forgot to post that I bumped into a girl I hadn't seen for about 5 years. We were good friends and she was 10 years older than me and I forgot that she was a WAW - she got married and left her h a year later when she was 28. I'm meeting up with her when I get back, so it should be quite interesting to talk to her.
Still nothing from h. I tried a tester light text last night as I realised that I had been 'off the boil' with him this week and have heard nothing, no 'have a nice holiday' or anything. I'm getting a little frustrated with being treated like a leper and getting nothing, not even a little courtesy. I know that I have no real rights to expect anything but even a friend would send a 'have a good hols' text. I am starting to wonder why I am bothering. I'm going to really take this week out to relax, I will be turning my phone off.
I'm starting to wonder if I deserve better... I know, not very DBing.
