Don't know what to do- Please help

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Hello All! Hope you all had a good weekend!

Things are quiet around the house and we seem to have a good weekend.
I wish I could say things were quiet in my mind! I just can't seem to turn my mind of, I do the stop sign thing, but it doesn't work, its just back to having things going around and around in my head.
I feel like H is just burying things and pretending all is fine and dandy...we don't talk about anything, we haven't dialogued, nothing.
H does his C tomorrow so thats good, and I know he does have the appt as I was there when she called.

Thanks for the vent!