Tough few days. It's a lot easier when I just pretend he isn't around anymore. But on Friday I was at the karaoke bar and and texting my daughter and she mentioned that H and SS were stopping by her apartment (around 9:30-10pm downtown Seattle). I am sure that H and SS were headed out to party. And for some reason, that just sucked for me.
My buddy flaked out on me last night; which was totally for the best. The wine and chocolate tasting event went well, but by the time my team and I got done meeting afterwards, I didn't get home til 10pm. And today I did NOT feel good.
I definitely do not want to hookup with a negative divorce support group. I signed up for 3 altogether, so at least I have several to pick from.
Sigh
I miss him. I wish...I just wish.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
