I'm guessing it was the lie. This was really the only time I've lied to her. However, due to some misunderstandings with my family and her own family recently, she thinks I've been making a habit of lieing. And when I tried to show her I had only lied about the bill, she ignored it and claimed that that was a lie.
I know I hurt her. I was dumb, I made a mistake. I am just blown away that this reaction is so extreme. I know I should keep going. But, I'm scared that I've lost her for good. Not pursuing is so difficult, but I do realize that that is driving her even further away. I just feel so useless doing "nothing"...
