Wife have moved out with my son..........now what

[nw626]

I just got home after another 6 hrs drive.
I spent a wonderful weekend with my son. I was so happy to see him. I tears up when I say goodbye this afternoon. I just couldn't hold back. Overall I did much better than last time. I am not sure when I will see him again...hopefully soon.

Like last time, wife dropped him off at her mom, so she doesn't have to see me. I was pretty disappointed but I understand. It just takes time.

I printed out the "Quotes found on Divorcebusting (I, II)" from the New Comers board. It was so helpful. Every time I feel little down, I would just read them. It brought me strength again that I need.

Last several days, I think I finally able to accept what has happened. Strangely, acceptance brought me this peaceful feeling that I haven't have for a long time.
I am giving it all I have in this roller coaster ride no matter what the outcome is. I want to say at the end. I have "No Regrets"....

Because of this crisis, I feel I become a better person day by day, little by little for myself and everyone that I care and love for.

I still have a long long way for this ride. Hopefully it will be the result that I am hoping for.

NW626