Just to add...I think when any of "us" here get near that 2 year mark we start really thinking WE need to be over IT...there is no time line for that...but I see many "test the waters" at about this mark in the separation...
I am glad you didn't feel good about it...your conscience is speaking to you and you need to listen to it...your moral compass is in good shape and for your sake that the sake of your children you really need to keep it that way...
There is no doubt that you are an attractive woman...one can see that in your writing here...beauty is seen from the inner person...if you H never returns and moves on...the day may come for you to move on as well...and I am sure no matter what course you take you will find happiness...probably sooner then later!
