MWG - you hang in there. I don't worry about you - too much - you are protected by the hand of God. You are doing what God has told you to do. I'm so glad that you come here and share with all of us what is going on in your life.

I was troubled a little last week when you said that you did a 180. Who told you to do the 180? God or this site? I did a 180 last March and then my husband went right back into the tunnel and spent more time with her again. It's so easy to do. You want to do something. Yet, God has told me to sit back, watch and pray. I'm not to do anything but that. And it's HARD.

You are such an inspiration to so many people here. Keep doing what God is telling you to do. I know you will!