Hi . . . very sad.

Saw 'M' today. She came into the store. Of course, all things revolve around her. No asking about how things are going.

Brother and sister-in-law always hold court. They are only involved with decorating their house.

'A' hasn't called in the time I thought he would call. Maybe last time it was just a coincidence.

'staying busy' is over-rated. I'm exhausted from working over time, helping my parents, and I feel very alone.

I just sat down, and I miss 'A' more than ever. I feel like a fool for believing and hoping. Everyone must think I'm pathetic.
I feel that if I disappeared, noone would notice.


jojo