Is she is or is she ain't (my baby)?

[sleeper]

So today she didn't call about church. I found out at kidswap she went to church (she asked me) and we were there at the same service. I'm thinking she went with OM but she didn't say and I didn't ask.

She looked tired and I mentioned it to her. Could be mlc or just out late partying. She asked me to do a couple of things at the house. I did. She also asked what needed to be done for the heat at the house and business to operate.

I checked the garden she and the kids planted to see how it was doing and picked a lone ripe cucumber. When she saw it she asked, "Can I have your cucumber? I'm making a salad for dinner." I smiled and said, "Of course you can, and I'm going to go home and write in my diary that you asked for my cucumber today. I knew one day you would." She started smiling/blushing a bit before I could finish the statement as she realized what she had said and how I would react the moment she asked.

She gave me a bottle of lotion of which she said she didn't like the smell. I asked if she was trying to give me some kind of chick repellant.

I was also thinking pulling back would be a good thing. We are now getting along better than we have in the past two years. She needs to miss that a little to appreciate it and not get too comfortable with our present sitch.

On the other hand this was in my fortune cookie at lunch today:

"Pure love is a willingness to give without a thought of receiving anything in return."

Damn fortune cookie.