Thanks Fish, often I think it's imagining what will meet you out there that is scarier than what actually is out there! When you have to do it, you do. But I'm in no rush to get out there cuz I recognize I'm not a good catch right now...I will be, but not at the moment! Anyway, today I went to the church Welcome lunch and while waiting to get into the lunch room I struck up a convo with a woman, we chatted, introduced our families etc. When the room opened I took my kids to play a few games of Air Hockey and ten minutes later she came to tell me that we had been asked to sit down and then brought me to her table where she had saved seats for me and my girls! So nice...and Filipino too, they just love me! OK, I sat next to her husband but at least I got to practise the few Filipino words I learned in my Coffee Buddy days. As the meal began the Pastor came by to meet everyone and after shaking my hand gave me a big hug, whispering that he'd got my email about my difficult week. Upon leaving we talked for a few minutes and I told him that I'd not wanted to come today but I got my butt up and decided to get to church, go to the lunch, and meet some nice people. What else can you do but keep plugging along, it's either that or the old fetal position for life and that can produce some pretty severe cramping after a few days. Well, off to drop off the kids and maybe go watch the ballgame with my Dad, Go Sox!
