Thanks Sep.

I think it is more wishful thinking about being home next week. I mean I will be happy if it does work out but he still has to pass his test and then sort everything out. I highly doubt it will happen that soon. But one week is almost gone so even if I have to wait until the 11th I will be okay, especially since we talk everyday.

We have not really had a R talk since he has been gone. But I know what you mean and I will refrain! \:\) Or at least try. . .we all know that is not my strong point. I just get so impatient and just want to move out now! And it would be sooo much easier if I could get him to commit to living together but even then there would be kinks to work out and it would not happen instantly. I just need to focus on patience. That is soo hard for me though.

But I am working on me, even got some writing done today.

I still get doubts now and again about whether or not this is the right thing for me, is it worth it, is he the right person, yada yada. It's hard not to have these thoughts but most of the time I feel like my efforts are worth while and that I am doing the right thing. It just makes me wonder if I will always feel this way. Probably not. . .

I'm certainly giving this 110% and that is all that matters for the moment. \:\)

Thanks for the post Sep!

~Daisy