H deep in A & MLC, need support 4 roller coaster!

[Dawn of Hope]

After the agonizing period of the last two days, I am almost back to "normal"...whatever that is. I stay on my ADs because without them, I'm that much of a basket case ALL the time! It is not fun. {Flash the big UNDERSTATEMENT sign here.)

Thank you so much, everyone who has posted to me about this. I was going to respond individually to everyone, but I am running low on sleep so I can barely keep my eyes open. I am very pleased that I have started turning around my sleep patterns; for months now I've been going to bed around 6 a.m. except for once or twice a week, never consecutively, and usually not earlier than 2 or 3 a.m. For the last two nights, I've gone to bed just after 3 a.m. (For the first of those, H was already in bed for over an hour--weeknight, you know. Last night I was actually in bed about 15 minutes before H came to bed, which is ridiculously unusual.) Now it's not even 1:30 a.m. and I'm heading that direction, although we will have to see how sidetracked I get along the way.

I'll have to post more when I don't need toothpicks to keep my eyelids up.

Peace,
Dawn