I have to admit, I do feel better. Its like a weight has lifted off of me. I can finally be me now. I am not sure what that means, but as I am looking towards the future, I can finally see great potential. A house of my own, a place I can call home. Visiting friends I have not been able to visit. I don't have to answer to anyone anymore. I don't have to worry that I am saying or doing the wrong thing.

I will always love my H. But I also realize that as much as I have changed, he has not. And I cannot make him.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..