I was wrong to blow my steam after I got home today. Not really to H's face but to some friends.
According to the girls, H was not in a good mood at all when he came over, which was about 20 minutes before I got home.
Before I knew this, I had come home, told him how my feet just ached and ached and he told me I need to get used to it, it's a job, etc. I was steamed.
His blood pressure is still very high, 105 over 150. And his arms were kind of numb, and we sat on the patio for awhile. Small talk or no talk and you could see that he just wanted to break down and cry. He said he is so stressed from everything. I just listened and I think he realized how my feet are really hurting as well. I told him I will not have off until probably next weekend.
He is coming over early tomorrow, about 2, he said but I do not get off work until 4. He is going to make those deposits for me tomorrow and on Tuesday he said he would go grocery shopping for us.
He left and kissed me goodbye several times. He really mellows out the longer he is here but I do worry about him.
I honestly think God is trying to humble him and he is getting hit from all angles.
He just texted me to let me know that he got there alright. He said he is so stressed all the time. And when he told me how much debt he was in, I just about dropped my jaw. I did not say a word.
Work today. I worked five hours today, will work five tomorrow, and am scheduled pretty much for the rest of next week. I am going to be so, so tired!!
At least H is willing to help out.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
