Just a little update... things have been kind of crazy in my world, I am getting a little panicked about everything i have to do to graduate (hopefully) in december. It's all things I am capable of doing, just I'm not sure if I can handle preparing it all at once... but I am trying my best.
It's been two weeks since that conversation with B (time goes so fast)!! I think I need to make a move in the next week at most. I want to call him when I am feeling good and not weird!!!
A couple days ago my cello teacher came in and told me she thought I needed a better instrument to play on during my recital in November. *definitely* a topic to possibly discuss with B. Now that I realize that asking for help seems to get positive results, there are a LOT of things I could ask him for help with !!! without being needy, of course.
Other than that... you know... eating salad and ... fantasizing about buying a custommade ballgown on ebay for my recital!! clouds of billowy yellow silk, anyone??
