I haven't really talked to him about it yet, giving him sometime to digest it. He seems to be fine with it, it doesn't seem to have affected him in a negative way, which is good. I think also it may make him feel better about me coming here, he used to think that people were telling me to leave, and saying horrible things, and now he can see how supportive everyone is here. Its funny I ran into my C today, told her alittle bit about what was going on, and I think I am going to give her a call next week and go and see her, might help me work through things alittle. Its still so hard, I keep going over things in my head, you know he said/did this, so it has to mean he loves me, or if he loved me he wouldn't have.... just trying to make sense of it all, and I know you will say there is no sense to be made of it all! But I just want to make sure I guess that I am doing the right thing, that I am not going get another email from her spouting some crap, or deciding to send me the emails she has! So far she hasn't, but who knows with the way there minds work!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
