Gyps....the thought of dating anyone right now is down right scary to me. How can I ever trust anyone again? I never want to go through this pain again. But, I also know that this is me still healing from the fallout. When we chose our H, we DID make a good choice. They were with us for many, many years. Something inside them broke, something that we did not see. So they left and we still tried. That makes us pretty incredible people in my book. We could not forsee this happening, but cant live in fear that it will happen again. I truly believe that the lessons on how to better communicate and how to fill my own love bucket will make it so when I do find the next H, it will be an even better match. The old ugly problems will not keep repeating because I took the time to learn how to be a d@mn good spouce. Can our WAHs say that? No, not at all. The have only learned to run when things get very hard.
Take your time and when you are ready you will know. There is no need to rush anything. I dont believe in rebound relationships because to me that is a form of using another soul just to try and find yourself. I want to KNOW myself as deeply as possible before I start to look. Just my opinion. Thinking of you.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
